Thursday, July 30, 2009

The other man in my life

Who would have ever thought that I could be so in love?

Words can't describe the high I am on every time I am near this little angel of mine.
The days rush past and I am so sad for the day that another woman will be the love of his life.

So I soak it all in.

Every feed.
Every cuddle.
Every cry.

And I burst with love.
And I know it won't last.

So I soak it all in.

Monday, July 13, 2009

Food, glorious food

My dear friend Ewa just popped in.

She dropped off:

freshly baked bread - still hot
beautiful curry
rice for the curry
sour cream for the curry
fresh coriander for the curry
chilli for Sohail

Sohail spent the whole weekend cooking.

He made:

prawn curry
beef stew
chicken korma

My week is set.
My friend is incredible.
My husband is truly the love of my life.

It's a happy day.

Love letter

I found this on my laptop this morning.
What a lucky gal I am.

My dearest sweetheart,

Thank you very much for the wonderful weekend that we've just had.

Your strength of character and the beauty of your soul continues to inspire me to be a better man.

You are the reason our family is so happy and so connected. You are the reason we are so spiritual. You are the reason why my children are so beautiful and why they continue to grow up so beautiful.

You are my reason for being so passionate and full of life. Thank you for giving so much of yourself.

I know that the last couple of weeks have been pretty trying for us as a family and especially for you as a mother of two, and a wife to a demanding guy.

I feel that we are in a hard working but very happy and spiritually "true" place in our lives right now.

I want you to know that I am very thankful and very appreciative of everything you do for me every day. I never dreamed I would have such a wonderful family and such a happy life when I was a little boy.

I will always be thankful to the universe for the gift it has given me, you!

I love you.

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Two months

I'm two months old today!

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

The curious case of Baby Cat

Oh, how we love Baby Cat.
She has her own voice.
She sleeps with Annie.
She eats with Annie.
She goes everywhere with Annie.

The other night, I drove to the parking lot in a shopping centre to find Baby Cat.
We thought that she was lost.
I was so worried.

But she was in Annie's handbag.
Sleeping soundly.

Who would have thought that Baby Cat could have such a profound impact on our family.
She is just a stuffed animal after all.

Or, is she?


No words can describe how I feel when my little one smiles.

I cry most of the time.

Because it is so real.

So full of love.

From deep within his soul.

It's incredible.

Thursday, July 2, 2009

Little life lost

One year ago, today, I ended up in hospital with an ectopic pregnancy.
It had ruptured.
I was bleeding internally.

It was all very scary.

Today I have a new baby.
And I love him more than I could imagine.

But I can't help but mourn the life that was lost one year ago today.

I hope this life has been taken care of by my angels.

And I hope that this life has got peace.
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